ADIEU

He was my type.

One of a Kind.

Loving him was easy.

And it was unconditional.

Fate played its game.

Listens the head, not heart.

Giving up had been his choice.

The scars, mine.

Its His Birthday!

Birthday’s are always much awaited days in a person’s life. All of a sudden, you become the center of attraction. The full world turns towards you. You are in the limelight and even if it’s just for a single day in a year, you will enjoy it at the most.

And today it’s his birthday. Being a Hindu and more than a Malayalee, we believe more in the sun sign birthday, than our date of births. And all the social networking sites doesn't asks us about our sun signs, the sun sign birthdays are becoming more personal day of celebrations. Thanks to the inventors of all the social networking sites, at least we have something to call as personal.

Sun sign birthdays, quite a personal thing for every one of us as there is no ‘happy bday’ messages from the known and the unknown. There will be just caring and a happy wish from the ones who really do care for you. Like our ‘date of birth’ birthdays we do check the date and month but not in the English calendar; we look in the Malayalam calendar, Malayalam month and for the sun sign. Remembering all these about your friends or special persons and checking for it in the calendar and wishing them on the exact day, gave us a lot of happiness. And just because of all these details, sun sign birthdays still remains personal and more special for everyone.

And today it’s his sun sign birthday. He, the person who came into my life just before two years , and what all strong bond we shares with each other today sprouted on his last birthday. Thanks to Facebook, for giving me notification, it’s his birthday, and it was his first birthday with me. The one who said, “I don’t believe in birthdays”, (and still he don’t do) as a reply to my wish. And when you are a year older today, I just want to tell you that nothing has changed with you. You are still that boy who will get irritated on the silliest things, shouts and make it quite tough to survive with you, for the one’s you love.

Some relationships are just like that. There won’t be any thread to connect you in this ‘big always connected to each other world’. And all of a sudden when you met this person all the invisible threads came into light and you will treat and think it as the best relation in the world. You won’t care anymore about what people think of that relation. And our relation was just of that type! Simple, stupid, fun, fights, teasing, tears, a whole lot of smiles and love and an unending care.

And on his special day, yeah, very personal special day am here praying for you all the happiness and luck in the whole world. Happy Birthday My Very Own Ani.

PS: Everything happens for a reason, and for me you happened without any reason and for so many special reasons.

SHADOW... MY FRIEND

I saw it for the first time through lime light

Someone walking, dancing, laughing

And crying with me,

While am in a crowd.

With the light

It moved to and away from me.

Sometimes as a close friend

Sitting next to me,

Felt…, it’s Me Only!

It started hurting me.

When the night starts falling.

Why you moved away from me?

Shadow… My Friend.

I expected you when the sun started

Diving into the deep blue sea

And when everyone left me alone…

But,

You too moved away with the crowd

As an unknown person!

Leaving me alone in the shadow of night…